2012

While my dad and mun and jingle come and pick me, i think i shall kill the blank by updating my blog, this is my 1st blog update in 2012, it's been so long huh...
All the exam is sem3 is passed, the way how i interpret the exam is wrong, all the subject is fucking damn hard, espercially when come to calculation part, i'll definitely die!! I know my cgpa for next sem will be showing the ugliest side, i not dare to imagine how much it will drop, hopefully still remain the honour...
Recently i have too much thoughts from myself,i keep telling my fren that 'ren shen' it's mean life... Live ur life, but how? Every peoples wants different thing and target for different goals, with the goals,  it's motivate us to move forward and achieve it. I realize that many of peoples nowadays live lifelessly, they dont know what to do in their daily lives, where to go, what should eat and even what to wear. Time is the only thing that god given equally for everyone, somepeople wan the time tik faster, some peoples wan the time goes slow.But we all know that the time wouldn't go slow neither fast.
Do u realize that peoples like to complain nowadays? They complain about everything, life, frens, even a tree they can complain about it. Not just about that, they even posted it in FB and trying to tell others how 'brilliant' they're in complaining? Dude, u can complain but pls do it in a proper way, and i seriously hate when i see peoples keep posting who's make them angry, the superior, the malay, the chinese or the indian. What will change when u complain? Yes, u may have many of ur's frens trying to console u or asking what happen. Trust me, they were just kepo and nothing much than that. Real fren wouldn't ask why, they stand by ur side and give a hand to u when u need. And i eventually realize that these type of people have some family issue, they dont have a happy family background, and they behave passively.
Most of the peoples are wearing mask, to hide their pretty or ugly face? A fren of mine who just told me that how much she hate a gal, after few hours, i saw them were talking and laughing like nothing happen....??? She's good, good in acting and i shall nominate her to go for Oscar. I know peoples turn their face due to some reason, but for me, if i dislike u i'll show u straight on my face, but i barely hate peoples, so it's rare to see me actually showing that face. There's always who love u and hate u, i can't make everyone happy and understand me, but i'm showing the sincere side of me, it's all ur call.



To be a better woman
Love Ash ♥